love is such a bizaar thing. it has so many avenues, so many components. it can evoke so many different emotions in you. it can leave you feeling as sure as the sky is blue, and as vulnerable as it seems possible. it is so complex, and so stimulating, and so limitless. it has the ability to lift you up so high. so high that you can only see that other person. can only feel the nervous excitement in your stomach.
and once you know these feelings exist, that this can be achieved, it is all you want. and when you don't have it, you feel numb for a while, and then you feel nothing. nothing because you've fallen back to the ground, and it hurts.
love drives me.
'happy ever after' is my aim, because i know that if that is all i end up with, i will be so happy, because it can lift you higher than anything else can.
i love how tam is always right. once you have been in love, its all you want. you get so use and accustom to the feelings and emotions that when it's gone you cant help but feel a supermassive black hole. and it isnt naive to want a "happy ever after" or the "white picket fence". its something to work towards and to achieve.
i, for one, cant wait for the rest of my life.