today

today is fathers birthday and i left school after period three to go out for lunch.
it was yumm, i had cesar salad (yummy) and un-ed the anchovies lol.
today is also my study free day. i need time to think and sort stuff out.
i thought i was going to be fine but about 5 minutes ago i relapsed... lately, being me isnt so easy. it's really really hard and i hate it. i hate the way i have been feeling.
i am begining to feel like there isnt a way out of the hole im stuck in.